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Over a week

8:50 am Fri, 14th July 2006

Wow. I haven’t really been blogging very much lately. I guess I’ve just been a bit busy with other things. Life.. work.. yt.. boring things like that. 😉 Not that many people actually really read this anymore. Anyway. Hm.. work has been going through some changes. I am now starting at 9am instead of 9:30. Which means I can leave earlier at 6 instead of 6:30, which is nice.. means I can actually get to things on time in the evening.. like dance class. I’m kinda getting used to getting up earlier. Bleh. We’ve also had a few changes in staff here.. my coworker (programmer) has left, and a new graphics designer has joined the team. There’s also some loud hot shot sales consultant guy who’s with us, dunno how long for. (Hopefully not too long coz he’s a bit irritating *cough*). What else.. its fun working with a graphics designer again. He seems to be a cool guy.. maybe someone to talk to now that my coworker friend has gone. I can see things getting a bit lonely here. But hey… thats London. *sigh*

I miss home. The other day I caught a train back home and a bunch of HK chinese people (2 couples) around my parents age sat in my carriage. They were chatting away in typical conversational cantonese… and they just soooo reminded me of my parents. Like, just what they said, the canto phrases they used.. it was something I hadn’t heard in quite a while (not many asians here, unlike sydney.. and I’m actually surrounded by white ppl almost all the time.. unlike sydney again). Anyway, it actually made me really miss my parents and my home.. to the point that I even felt some reluctance in getting off at my stop. *sigh*

I wonder when I’ll get around to returning home. And when I do… I wonder how different things will be. How many changes will have occured. How many people will have moved on.. or even moved away! Who will have gotten married. How many will still actually be my friend. Hrm. *sigh* Sometimes I feel so empty. I wonder where life will lead. Why age & experience just seems to make you sadder..

Current listening :: “The sound of white” – Missy Higgins

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  1. 4 Comments on “Over a week”

  2. Bigbadvoodoomama
    Jul 14, 2006

    Awww,kazz!
    You sound like you need a cyber hug,so I’m sending some positive energy your way.You are still one of my favourite bloggers and I always pop in,I just don’t always leave a message :p.I’ve been reading your blog for like three years now…is that sad?But whatever,You seem like cool peoples.

    As for being surrounded by white ppl…(had to smile at that on.)It depends on what area of London you’re in .I live in North East so it’s various shades of brown as well as a few (mwf) miscellaneous white folks.I knew there were alot of asians in Sydney but I thought it was mainly white (you learn something new everyday.)…but I digress.

    So,In the words of Honeybrown-this is a love shout,to let you know you’re being loved,full blast ,hardcore ,long distance.

    Your ‘stranger friend’ Addsxx

  3. destri
    Jul 17, 2006

    aw… when was the last time you went home???? I haven’t bee home for 4 years but we will go home this september!! YEY!!

    so you can speak cantonese too then???!! AWESOME if you can! 🙂

  4. Kazzart
    Jul 20, 2006

    Bigbadvoodoomama: Aw thankyou for your cyber hug. 🙂 As for asians in sydney… I guess it depends what crowd you hang out with. I suppose it still is majority white – i dunno what the stats are. Anyway.. thankyou for your loyal readership… hehe. I can’t believe its been 3 years! Can’t believe I’ve been blogging for over 4 years!

  5. Kazzart
    Jul 20, 2006

    destri: I went home last March for 2 weeks. As for speaking cantonese – i can understand mostly, and speak a little. But i’m getting more rusty these days as I don’t have many chinese friends.

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