My Blue Heaven

Coming clean

Ok enough subtlety. You may have noticed that my blog has been spouting some rather depressive lyrics of late. Of course there’s a reason behind it all. Pretty obvious if you ask me.

Yes, Paul and I have broken up, as of Monday night. Yes, he broke up with me.

Want more sordid details? You have permission to contact me personally – email or otherwise.

And yes. Life goes on. Though it hasn’t really felt like it was going to, over the past few days. You know how it goes.. for those who have experienced heartbreak.. your world falls to pieces, crying non-stop, and you have nfi what to do with yourself. Your mind attempts to comprehend the whole concept. That he/she will not be in your life anymore. All your plans and hopes and dreams for your future with them are blown away in one fell swoop. Ok, maybe I’m being just a tad melodramatic now. I know time will heal this and it was probably for the best and there’s someone better out there for me and blah blah blah. I guess I’ll be ok.. with time.

Tell you what, relationships are gonna be a strict no-no for a while. Go the single life! Someone slap me please if they see me getting entangled in another too soon. I think I’ve finally gained a healthy respect and fear of relationships and what they can do to you (and others).

It’s also interesting to note that at times like this you discover who your true friends really are.. and it’s the most unlikely of people who seem to be the most helpful.

Current listening :: “Monkey Wrench” – Foo Fighters (Ahh… angsty music therapy! Speaking of which.. music is something I intend to throw myself into.. really need to brush up my piano skills again! Anyone wanna jam?)

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